Into the Night Sea

My heart aches. For what I don’t know. Perhaps a feeling I’ve never known. It breaks for a connection that recedes far below the surface, past the core, tethered to the center of the universe. It’s a hurt that’s all encompassing, almost unbearable that makes me want to scream. Why can’t I just reach it? Why can’t I seem to find it? I’m not even sure what it’s for. Maybe it’s a desire for simply what I want. I want to be free. I don’t want to feel trapped anymore. I hate it. I want to break these chains, and smash everything around it. I want to run. And never stop running. Run right up until the very last second, when I slip into the night sea. I just want to breathe. To feel. To fly. To be.